911 by Phil Penman

Smoke rising through Lower Manhattan behind a church spire, 11 September 2001

Twenty five years on. Four photographs from the morning of September 11, 2001, by Phil Penman, and his own account of the two hours in which he made them.

Phil Penman was in his early twenties on September 11, 2001, a news photographer with Splash News, and that day was meant to be his first official day off in six months. He had worked until three that morning. When his cellphone rang he ignored it. A voicemail followed, from a Splash reporter: a plane had flown into one of the World Trade Center towers, and he might want to check it out.

I switched on my television to see the live images being shown by ny1 and thought to myself -holy shit !- and you might want to check it out? of course i will i’m headed down there now.

Phil Penman

He pulled on whatever t-shirt and trousers were to hand, took his camera bag, got on his bicycle and rode. He was at the site inside ten minutes, stopping on the way wherever there was an angle that showed the scale of the towers with the flames at the top of them. He had not yet heard that a second plane had hit.

Trinity Church, and a tower coming down in the viewfinder

He locked his bicycle up, which he says now sounds absurd, and it was the last he saw of it. He was standing by Trinity Church, beside the J&R Music store where he used to get his CDs and DVDs. Around him were businessmen in suits, tourists, construction workers and shop staff, all looking up. Some were screaming. He was working the angle on the church with the towers behind it when the noise started.

Smoke rising through Lower Manhattan behind a church spire, 11 September 2001

Photo: Phil Penman

As I was shooting all of a sudden I could hear a loud noise and the building was collapsing in front of my very eyes through my viewfinder. I clicked away just watching the tower come down further and further as the large beams from the towers got bigger and bigger in my camera.

Phil Penman

He took the camera down from his face. Firemen were running past him shouting at him to run, the tower was falling this way. He went into J&R Music, where police and customers were already heading for the back of the store. Within seconds the windows onto the street went black.

Inside the record store

A man ran in, covered head to toe, having just run for his life. A policeman handed him a bottle of water. Penman asked if he could take a couple of pictures. The man told him to go ahead.

Two men inside a store after the collapse, one of them covered in ash, 11 September 2001

Photo: Phil Penman

The contrast between this man completely covered in debris whilst people were fresh in their suits in the middle of a CD section was just surreal to me. If you were just standing at the back of the store you would have absolutely no idea what was happening outside.

Phil Penman

Back out on the street

When the visibility improved he stepped outside, into what he describes as a parallel universe from the store he had just been standing in. Paperwork was falling out of the sky. The street was covered. There was a deadly silence, and it took him a few minutes to understand what had happened. Then shapes started to resolve into people: some walking, some being held up by friends and colleagues, some sitting in shock.

Two people covered in ash walking away from the site, holding on to each other, past a parked car, 11 September 2001

Photo: Phil Penman

I questioned myself, could I do this? Take pictures of people at their weakest moment.

Phil Penman

It is worth sitting with that sentence, because it is not the one a photographer is supposed to say about the most consequential morning of his career. He had photographed rioting football fans and celebrities. The closest he had come to this was photographing people after a bereavement, and those had been arranged, with families who wanted to tell their story. He is clear that no sense of purpose arrived to help him.

It’s not like I thought this is history playing out in front of me and I have to record it because at that space in time I was really not with it at all. A building had just come down in front of me and I had put myself in this position.

Phil Penman

I started to document the history unfolding in front of me but when in reality, these were human beings, someone’s loved one, a friend and family member.

Phil Penman

Three men walking towards him

His parents, watching a live feed in the UK, saw their son on television photographing people walking through the debris. The cellphone networks were overloaded, so he could not call out to tell them he was alive. That was after the first tower came down and before the second.

Three men covered in ash walk away from the site past a railing, 11 September 2001

Photo: Phil Penman

It was then I saw three men walking through the debris towards me. One now a good friend called George was still holding his briefcase.

Phil Penman

What he kept photographing through the rest of it was not the damage. It was people handing each other water and masks, firemen and police and EMTs helping strangers, a man at a coffee cart refusing to take his money.

Out of this huge disaster I was witnessing how people really come together and look out for each other right before my eyes.

Phil Penman

Then his boss called from Los Angeles. The papers were waiting, and he had to get back to the office to file. His bicycle was gone, the subway was not running and there were no cabs, so he ran the few miles from the World Trade Center to 38th and 9th with a camera round his neck and a mask on his face, and filed before the internet went down. Leaving the site is, in his words, still one of the biggest regrets he has ever had as a photographer.

The years after

He calls those two hours the beginning rather than the event. For a year afterwards he photographed funerals, and features with people who had lost someone, and everything else the story threw off. He has stayed in touch with many of the people he photographed that day, and they check on each other every year.

Some years later, coming out of a cinema in the East Village with his wife, he got an email from George, the man with the briefcase, asking how he was doing. He broke down in the middle of 2nd Avenue.

I still break down from time to time every time I think about that day and do not believe I will ever truly understand or realize the size and magnitude of what happened.

Phil Penman

And one more line, which he sets down without any drama at all.

If the Building’s had come down any other way I would be dead. That’s a strange thing to wrap your head around.

Phil Penman

About Phil Penman

Phil Penman on the street in black and white, wearing a cap and holding a Leica in gloved hands, looking straight at the lens

British born and New York based, Phil Penman has spent twenty five years photographing the same streets. He first came to New York in 1994, decided that was where he wanted to live, and spent six years getting there.

His work has run in The Guardian, The Independent and The New York Review of Books, and his September 11 reportage has been carried by NBC, the BBC, the History Channel and Al Jazeera. Photographs he made that day are held in the archives of the 9/11 Memorial and Museum. His work from the New York lockdown was acquired by the Library of Congress.

He has published three books, Street, New York Street Diaries and Street Scenes. He teaches for the Leica Akademie and shows at the Leica galleries in New York, Washington, Boston and London. We spoke to him about that work in an earlier piece, Street Scenes by Phil Penman.

See the whole series

The four photographs here are a fraction of what he made that morning, and his full account, which is far longer and far better than any summary of it, is on his own site. Read it in his words and see the rest of the series at philpenman.com/features/september-11th, and see his wider work at philpenman.com.

All photographs © Phil Penman, published here with his permission. Quotations are taken verbatim from his own written account of the day.

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